Mighty woman of God, I thank the Lord for each of you. As I am entering in my 2nd year of the Women's Ministry and posted daily blogs. This ministry is built on the love of Christ Jesus, to give you hope and encourage you as you go through life's daily trials and troubles.
One day I was talking to a psychologist and I asked her what was the difference between sexual abuse and rape. She told me that rape was an actual sex act and sexual abuse was just fondling or touching. The spirit of perversion has been around a long time. In the bible there is a story where angels were visiting a man and the men of the town found out and went to this man's house and demanded that the men be turned of to them so that they could have sex with them. This man then offered his daughter to them.
Well, I disagree with that analysis. I feel that if you are a child and someone that you are supposed to trust or even someone that you have not given permission to, has sex with you or is fondling your; it is rape. If this has happened to you as a child, you will feel raped every time you see that person (especially if that person is a family member). If you were raped you feel like you could have or should have done something to avoid that situation. You could not have avoided it. It it never your fault when a person takes advantage of you.
A woman has told me that she grew up in a household where she felt uncomfortable around a relative. Because of the fear she had of that she had of this relative; she was manipulated as a young adult into sexual acts with him. Sometimes you can have a lot of love for a relative that has stolen your childhood or you could have grown up with a relative that has always been mean and place a certain amount of fear in you all during your childhood. It doesn't matter what age you were, because you have grown up with that relative in your life, either love or fear it determines your fate when you are taken advantage of. I must also say this, a woman can be raped by another woman or a man, it does happen, more than you may think.
I say that your childhood was stolen because that person had no right to do something to you when your were not able to speak up for yourself. What I am trying to say is that once this horrific act has happened to you, you will feel scared and alone in your mind. Some people say that you become stuck at the age that you were when you were sexually abused. You can go over it again and again but it still will not change the fact that your childhood was stolen from you.
Children are a blessing from God and are supposed to feel safe at all times. Our parents are supposed to take care of us and that doesn't happen all the time. In a perfect world maybe, but we don't live in a perfect world. Satan has such a hold on people this day and age that men are deciding to take something that doesn't belong to them, without any conscience or remorse.
There are a lot of women in this ministry and I feel that this subject has to be addressed in order to comfort you and give you hope for a life freedom in your mind. If you are living with this type of spirit in your life and you have somehow pushed the incident as far back in your mind as you possibly can, it's time to be released from that person. Pray to the Lord that He may release you from that person, pray that the spirit of perversion be bound and release the Spirit of Holines upon your life. This is the worst type of soul tie that you could possibly live with and you need to pray for that person also. Don't allow your childhood to destroy your adulthood. Here's a prayer for you.
Heavenly Father, I pray for all the women in the ministry today. Lord, I pray that those of them that has had their childhood stolen from them through sexual abuse that they be released and that Your Spirit comfort them and bring them peace in their mind. Lord, I pray that the Spirit of Bondage and the Spirit of Perversion be bound in the name of Jesus Christ. By the power of the Holy Spirit I speak that the Spirit of Adoption be released upon them in the name of Jesus Christ. I speak a total release over them right now, by the power of the Holy Spirit they are free, I speak the Blood of Jesus Christ in their lives right now, in Jesus name, Amen.
Please remember to sign up for my upcoming event, May 25th in the Chicagoland area. The Women's Conference is FREE! I pray that all of you that should be there will be there. God bless you!